I have a very frusterated post about building-- the house is not going up as we cannot afford it. I am shocked as I only suggested it in the beginning and after a summer of hearing how it will start "next week" and keeping me in the dark, I know it will not go up.
My original post was derogratory about my husband and while I mean it. I probably should wait a few days and think about it first. It was not written in anger.
I had hoped to be writing about rebuilding or finding a happy new house. I am not. Now I am sadder than I was right after the fire.